I return to NYC for an appointment in early December.   Scans to be preformed the previous Monday-  

Hoping that they show that Ibrance has stabilized my tumors- otw we head to plan b.   God knows what that is.  Feeling a bit off thinking about this.   The reality of where I’m heading is setting in.  I’ve successfully gained my weight back- too much really.  Im looking the picture of slightly plump health.    But we don’t know what the scans will show.     Reality can sure put a dent in your mood. 

At least I’ll be in NYC surrounded by multiple friends and loved ones.  Hopefully we can have one hell of a celebration!