In anticipation of Friday I started naming Pall Bearers in my mind.  Quick to stop that train of thought.   But it is funny and disturbing how fast those kinds of thoughts will fill your mind when you’ve been diagnosed.  

I’m hoping for stabilization of my tumors.   But I can’t stop my mind from going toward the worst.  I love my very supportive wife and kids. But right now I’m legitimently concerned about the future.

All the best.